When I am not around other human beings I forget how to be a human being and I turn into a brain in a vat but not the kind of brain that has actual complete thoughts or ideas but just images of them, I feel like I took the tincture of madness, I feel like the movie images, I am making fake crazy person art to try to pull the sleigh (slay) around the yard, I am attempting to channel Agnes Martin and Asian girl killing machines and remember that that that

I am drawing "transgressives" opera faces in drag, Monica Lewinsky, siamese twins OJ Simpson, Brenda from 90210 oh and Predator, Kitty Pryde, Roger Federer

THE CRAZY!

is this being zen because i don't really like it?

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